The last pill I took was Wednesday because I was feeling too loopy to function.
I went to the pharmacy to refil another rx, and they gave me paroxetine instead. I kindly asked them to take it back.
I’m noticing slowness in my thought process… and i’ll start saying something and totally forget what I was talking about. I’m hoping it’ll go away soon.
I hope the 10mg I took on wednesday is all I need.. I don’t want to take another one.
I just want to be done.
My period brought to me severe cravings. I gained back like 3-4 lbs. After this weekend of binge eating and drinking with my boyfriend, it’s time to start taking care of meal plans and health. Need to start cooking and eating under 1000 again. It’ll be harder at my parents…. but I went to the beach today and didn’t feel good enough about my body to take my top off. That was exactly what I was trying to avoid.
Starting over. Heeeere we go.